I'm sad yet again.
That's all.

Dodgeball was supposed to be fun.
But it was just too distracting.
And before that was distracting too, at lunch time.
When he ate my food, it was alright.

But too bad for me, they're into each other now.
I knew it. I know a lot of things. Not all, but a lot.
I guess I do.

Anyway, I know I can't love two persons at the same degree.
It's just really impossible. Dammit.

Awkward much..

Skype makes things so difficult.
When you're in a call, it's hard not to let out a giggle or something.
Also, you can't stop yourself from saying something you don't want to say.

Damnit, it's so awkward talking to them at the same time. We were having fun at first, but still, I panicked. It sucked. Dammit. There's another one. Damn that Jon, he thinks he's all that. That asshole, I know he has money and stuff. Damnit, that low life. Eww. I want to rip his heart out. He's so fucking boastful and so fucking ugly. I know how she feels now, like how she loathes him. Yeah, I can feel it. That over acting asshole.

Dammit, I'm pissed, miserable, useless, and what have you. Piss off ass.

Giggles...

It's weakening me.
It's just so heavenly...

What the fuck is wrong with me?! I mean, I'm normal right?! But why do I feel like this all the time?.. I don't think I'm normal at all.. Something is VERY wrong with me. I dunno who else can help me. I mean.. Shit man.

My new favorite lines from the song Teasing To Please.
Cause conflict and make your top pick
Restitch my ripped jeans
And take the old ones
Take the old ones out back
Sew them tight at the seams please
I’ve got so many ripped knees

Now ain't that great?... I've got so many ripped knees. I've been trying to help myself the past few years. But I piss myself off... Dammit. I hate this. Problems, Problems, everything's just problems.

Anyway, today, I saw one of my schoolmates wearing SkullCandy earphones. I was cursing to myself. I've been eyeing SkullCandy for 2 years now! Shit man! And someone else gets one before me! I'm so fucking pissed. Now, everyone will know. Shit. AND SHIT, IF MY MOM WOULD HAVE LENT ME HER CREDIT CARD THEN I COULD HAVE BOUGHT A PAIR. DAMMIT.

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